Halfway

Some photos are put away.  Some time has passed.  One foot out the door.  The other one in.  Check out.  Checked in.  Highs and lows.  I'm halfway.  Some nights I sleep.  Some days I'm afraid.  I knock on your door.  You love me halfway.  I walk in with a smile.  I stay silent sometimes.  My mind is open.  My mind is halfway there.  Nails are half painted.  Hair just below my shoulders.  I met you four years ago.  Four years to halfway.  Half of my heart sinks.  Half afloat.  Hate is love.  Fear is unknown.  I roll like a stone.  I crash like a boat.  I tick like a clock.  I explode like a bomb.  I am a ghost, and you love me halfway.